A Update

2/10 Second day of the month

Unexpected, I actually thought I won't post any article in these month,
No because why, I'm just slightly loss in mood to do everything.

Sincerely, I don't willing to put in so many gloomy article into my lovely blog too,
but, what I'm doing now, and last post, just like what I had said before,
the blog is the great way to share writer happiness, experience, and also, heart thought.

This town doesn't have beach, so I can only shout through my cool imagination,
The world so big, but still unable to digest my sadness.

Seriously, how many people except for family would like or tolerate with those un-adorable?
Yes, I'm point to people, human. Indeed, I was clear that GOD loved everyone.

How's the feeling when 1 people ignored you?
Then try to increase to 2 people, then slowly add to 10 or even more people?
Is that EXTREMELY hurt?
Especially when some of them should not be the one to ignore you.

The environment may get back fresh after a rain,
then would a person get a new start after a cry?
To forget the past, and the instance of someone you care ignored you?

I seems start to more understand why some people would closed their heart as well,
But assuredly, I know there have more people is caring me,
so I shouldn't doubt myself to think on these unhappy things.

I'm not going to link this post to my facebook wall,
(so really thanks to those can read this post)
sometimes this type of post can rise up the same feeling inside people heart,
after that, all world been influenced. (Even thought I also don't think I have so much power xD)

I'm Blessed. =)
Please don't wish me good luck, God had bless me a blessing life.
So just wish me all the best in walking my day~

TZE AI! ALL THE BEST YEA! ( well, just a encouragement laa )

Before I end my post, God love you yea!! =D

I'm TzeAi

Inner sounds

It really feeling gloomy when someone is telling about his/her sadly inner sounds,
What's about the individual actually thinking, and current feeling,
Even though another person is listening, but somehow,so bad it really can't do anything.

I'm the former now, controlling my feeling so hard
from disappointed to exhausted. I was nearly tear.

When all tough comes together, I'm really suffer and almost, struck down.
But thankful to the Lord, He tells me a sentence I really need through MTS Principal,
Mr.Tie ,
"Look up to Heavenly Father to transform your sadness into gladness, hopelessness into hope, weakness into strength."

突然想写就写了

最近突然会有很多话想要说，时间走得很快，不过我还是偷懒跑来更新部落格了，因为九月就快要过完了!!! 在前几个星期的考试期间，我都会看着天空突然间很感慨 觉得自己一直以来真的有太多不足，一直以来的都是恩典扶持。说真的我只要一看天空就满脑子都在想东西，那天我睡觉的时候还满口在说”我在想东西我在想东西” 看来想东西想过头，脑部内存不小心sot掉了

最近的天气和我心情一样，只能用一个字形容那就是怪。

两个星期的考试期间我生病了一个星期，好不容易熬过了考试，终于在考完试的当天病就突然康复了，这样算起来用膝盖想也想得出是压力偷偷惹的祸，但是才好没几天，我又生病了 而且我病到现在超难受! 最近心情很奇怪，我有很多事情想要做，可是提不起劲去做，就好像在考试期间，我就算隔天没有试卷，就算偷偷放松一下睡个午觉，也一样不会很有心情要上网( 而且只有这个时候我摆脱得了上线王的称号!!! )

其实我也是很淑女!!! 只是上面那个我罢工了

我脑子里突然间闪过前个星期六我生平第一次洗车!!! 那两天其实有国家基本常识这一科的讲座，散会后刚刚好是我要去教堂练歌的时间，哪里知道小鸟飞呀飞呀看见我驾的车太漂亮就趁我在练歌的时候偷偷在我驾的车上放了几粒弹弹，我才要回家一看到弹弹的时候就整个感觉很内疚，所以回到家才有所谓”心血来潮”的假象。拿了驾照一年多才第一次洗车，哈哈! 因为一直以来都抢不到机会，所以这次抢到了机会就夸口说一定要自己一个人搞定它，我心想很简单，结果我总共花了大概一个小时多的时间去洗它，洗到隔天早上睡起来的感觉就像是很久没有打球了然后突然去打球隔天早上睡起来的感觉是一样的，腰很酸背很痛

9月16日马来西亚日 I ❤ Malaysia

我又不小心把文章写到很长了，所以说为什么以前写作文的时候废话没有这么多反而很容易词穷，但现在所什么都已经不重要了

重要的是过两天就是我的生日啦!!! 虽然说有时候我会忘记日期和今天是星期几，但是我暂时还没有到会忘记自己生日的地步，所以要给我惊喜的话就要找厉害策划的来吓我~不过有时候可以尝试一下和那些会忙碌到忘记自己生日的人一样，突然被人点醒自己生日已经到了的感觉应该还蛮不错!

不管怎样, 还是一定要加油!!! 恩典常在

泽爱·TzeAi